Dilemma
Can’t seem to let go. Yet if I don’t, I only fool myself into believing there’s a future, when there probably isn’t.
To completely cut off, or to remain in touch. Yet, if we remain in touch, I’d be tempted to believe there is a next time, only to hurt myself when there isn’t. Or it isn’t how I want it to be.
Is this what’s known as denial?
On a brighter note, my NaNovel is moving again after the Deepavali break. It’s another two days’ break (Hari Raya) so more time for me to write and get further ahead in my word count.
Oh yes, it’s more about word count this year.
*groan*
